Monday, March 26, 2012

today was such a restless day after a restful weekend. the only productive thing i did was make dinner which i did not eat because i had a snacked on prawn crackers for dinner. very gross. made baked beef+carrot+red onion+red peppers with incredibly spontaneous sauce that includes almond butter+kurtz lemon mustard+ cumin+ seafood soya sauce. taste test was super.

eating snacks makes me sick.

juz waiting for something to happen. hate days like that when i don't really feel like talking to some people cyberly but i actually just want to be physically present around them.

today feels like a day that i'm in a foreign land. it's definitely not today that i feel like i can carry my brown backpack and run around in my sneakers and conquer the world.

i just want to be home.........but where is home?

1 comment:

joanna said...

awww, i have been feeling that for the past two terms too!
you put it in words so well...
but let us find our rest in Him alone - the more we hunger and try to find something to fill our emptiness, the more we realize that we can't be satisfied because this is NOT our home.

so let us hunger for Him and not worldly things - Isaiah 58.
let's keep seeking Him with prayer, fasting and Scripture