a time of reflection

after looking once through my blog, i noticed a trend in my entries. or not really. some post were really random, and there were really different writing styles depending on my mood and what i learnt in school. and i tend (not that i intended it) to write multiple entries at one time. it's hilarious. (to me><) it's just weird.

i realised that my sister has really been supportive =D(thanks) with her comments and i think that it's good to blog coz i sometimes, feelings are really just a fleeting moment. once it's gone, it can no longer come back. and what someone might have experienced, might be lost forever. i'm blogging so that i'll have a record of what i felt and hopefully, i'll be able to draw some lessons from it. when i read the entries that i wrote last time, i was kindof surprised that i felt that particular way or delighted that i wrote such an entry. It also reminds me of the things that i once believed in, somethings that i dreamed about, the little things hidden in my heart. Even if i regret writing such words in the future, at least i'll know that i was once this naive/ignorant girl and it was all part of growing up.

blogging is just too personal. i took down my blog add the day after i placed it up on my facebook contact. it's always good to share, but i'm not always able to. it's good to be open. especially when i'm not the type of girl who can talk a lot. i mean i can, but it really depends on my mood and the occasion and the person i'm talking to. it all depends. this entry is strange. very staccato.

i like these words: depends, sometimes, not really, realise. i have problems with my punctuation. And i'm not so sure if my writing really reflects who i am since it kindof varies a lot. like when i was reading CS Lewis, it had a scholarly? rhetorical type of approach. it just changes a lot.

i remember someone saying he thought that people who don't talk a lot don't have a lot of thoughts. i kindof think that way sometimes. but kindof disagree. I would certainly fit into this category if you are talking about quiet people. And i do agree that quiet people don't think a lot sometimes coz we let the noisy people do all the talking =P but sometimes the quiet people just like to keep their thoughts to themselves so that their thoughts will remain in a secret hiding place.

i realised that i just used this word again and i'm rambling a lot and i do use ramble a lot too. this entry is really not worth reading and it's difficult to read too.

i like reading out-aloud. sometimes.
it's a really great tip that i learnt from english class under Ms Yermus=DDD
i think my punctuations are wrong. looks bad.
yea, but that's all the rambling for now. i'm moving on to my third consecutive post.