Tuesday, February 3, 2009

evaluations of the little diary

yes, it's been quite a while since genesis began...

i've noticed a trend among my entries. yes, i've added many rhetorical questions in my blogs.....but i have to admit that none of those questions i've asked has been fully answered.
i have thoughts, but if thoughts are not put into actions, they are as bad as not having reflected at all. It's just like if I was asked to make a cake, and if I researched on the recipes and all, but haven't the least bought the ingredients from the supermarket, then the cake-making task would be a complete failure.

ok, bad analogy....whatever. i can totally hear my mum complaining about me in the washroom to my sister.

it's me slipping into my ol' bad self. (ref to my previous entry)

whatever she's saying is true. she said i'm not managing my time well, i'm not making any effort to build up my portfolio(kindof true). whatever she's saying is really making me want to hit the roof but ALAS, it's all true.

okie, so i'm a procrastinator and a liar. that sounds bad. plus i'm cold hearted, like some pple were selling hats in the subway today to raise funds for some charity but i didn't even stop to donate when i have the means to do so. i was rushing for school, on the verge of being late, but so what? is that even an excuse?

i'm just a bad person in the end and it was the result of MY free will.

i'm quite glad that this blog is pretty much just between me and a few close friends. nobody would guess that i'm that evil and mean inside.

hope u don't get too turned off reading about me. I need to change.

i wish i can stop to pause WWJD every second of my life.

1 comment:

joanna =) said...

awww :( sorry i've been thinking too much abt myself lately to have a good chat with you...but nope, you're definitely not the evil inside, you're the dearest sister :) will keep you in my prayers! and yes, WWJD
live in His love...every second, every moment of your life :)