sick with a buzz.
ignored all
sill avoiding to hear o stop and listen

disgusted
nothing helps
one minded stupidity
it'll be fine and just a while
everything will be alright

how can the heart and mind be so blatantly deceiving
yet be convinced by the insane arguments
disregarding all
it'll be fine

misaligned spirit
everything in a fuzz
no more searching or finding out
if death will strike it would be deserving
no pleading
despair

i don' get myself

ask for it. ask for it. no delays. reaching lower. please come.