Thursday, October 6, 2011

i'm delirious...if only it were true!!!
how undeserving and thankful!
it's still good even if it doesn't work out i guess; such a great encouragement!
i should smile through work and sleep then =) put my time into better use

so !!! excited to know...will take a while...but !!! if so, there must be a greater purpose behind

when i live long enough, if i do, it will just be amazing to see how my life was led and planned every step of the way. completely bizarre but completely apprehensible
if i could stay willing to work, willing to be unbounded by the chains of life, just willing and obeying

so many times we've been stuck in life and sidetracked by things along the way. the ugliness and beauty grabs and captures our attention. Life and the frame of it becomes much of a question.

does it have to make sense now? I wish it would! but maybe not...

i think a lot of people live on a hope...a purpose for living...something to grab onto when life just floats along or crashes into us
it seems like the things in this life and the near future is way more exciting than what is sure to come.

we are very very fortunate and blessed to have that hope and chance in life. for education, for what it will bring, for the experiences, for working for more than the work. for choices!

when does one become blurred from the vision? Should physical pain, heartaches and our short-sightedness prevent us from the absolute truth? I wish so much, wish so much more, that I would care enough, more than enough, to follow hard and be ready to run with others towards the end.

the faces, the voices, the stories, the lives, the living, the reality

I just wish I could be less selfish, and help in some way or another, in person to person, in giving, in love,in faith, in hope.

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