unclogging

今日可以自己選擇不準時下班,就寫機句吧!
還好,買了京都念慈庵川贝琵琶膏,我還沒生病!這星期的"死亡周"快要結束了! 就算我喉嚨現在癢癢的也無所謂.這應該感謝主的.
不打中文了, 沒那麼多餘的時間!

filtering....

not sure if i've been truly busy for the past while but i am quite exhausted. i want to sleep! =)haven't had time/took the time to reflect on things. haven't done pd. haven't done stuff. haven't met up with friends. haven't done much except for work.which is quite fun. aiyaa....

could it be that in the hectic city life, one finds it harder to find quietness? perhaps...

want to spend some time resting. walking around, listening. going up the mountains or somewhere less dense. somehow, everyday, i feel selfish. have to think of spending time here and there, with whom and whom.

one thing i can cut out is the shopping. should probably only go once per month or something. yet again, it is leisure time- time spent with family? quite =S how the more one is exposed to the commercial and consumption lifestyle, the more one is drawn to it. people end up buying things that have little user value.
rather drag so and so to the outdoors.

so far, the most quiet space is the office for me. with internet. without anyone around. nothing to interrupt my thoughts. lots of books. nice. i really like the smell of books...there is just this aura of mystery in it...so rich, so wealthy. chinese u has great canteens and great food. so cheap. get plenty of exercise too...with all the hills and slopes. great coworkers and boss =) great snacks corner.

today's the 7th day of doing questionnaires. For the first time, i got scolded by a lady. Was quite pathetic, had to stand there and listen to her rantings. Sigh...i wanted to walk away, but i didn't want to respect CU's reputation so i let it be. my throat is starting to itch. hope the 慈庵川贝琵琶膏 will save it.

still haven't checked out CU's fellowship. should pop by tmr. should do it before i don't feel like moving. feel quite bad/sorry sometimes but quite selfish at the same time. don't want to go home too early coz i won't be able to do anything. not a studying environment. not possible due to hard and soft factors.

one month passeddddddddddd! o dear. i should really take this saturday to take a step back and think about thiings. if not time will slip away really quickly like it always does. these things are not within my grasp.

not doing and don't know what to do about the family. should really be praying more about it. work is such a cup of tea but shouldn't be my refuge. i'm starting to like the nice warm weather. oddly. realized that people here dress really conservatively (in a certain fashion) compared to some other places. all these random thoughts clogging up.

i don't really know why and when but Hong Kong has become a challenging city. Generally and personally. quite true that young people shoud enjoy the days they have, coz there aren't that many more days when we "can do what we want" (to a certain extent). I should perhaps spend some time thinking about my dream and planning it. At this stage, I don't know enough to even call it a goal. Also don't know enough to guage if it's realistic . Even if i were to pursue it, things probably won't be that straight forward unless it is made that easy for me. I'm starting to realise a little bit of the responsibilites that comes with growing older. Just a little. And just as a bystander...

there are really no absolutes in this world (in this world). sigh...haven't quite grasped. so strange so short term yet such a seeming need for people to strive to own houses. i can see why though...
so many immeasurable and incalculable things.
but i don't believe in luck. nothing like chance.

should take some time to go buy the dvd player...

which book should i bring home today...?

約 書 亞 記 1:9

9 我 豈 沒 有 吩 咐 你 麼 ？ 你 當 剛 強 壯 膽 ！ 不 要 懼 怕 ， 也 不 要 驚 惶 ； 因 為 你 無 論 往 那 裡 去 ， 耶 和 華 ─ 你 的 　 神 必 與 你 同 在 。

there are so many things far more important than now! should really take a step back to let it sink in and not simply let it be.....